Last Monday night after we all drove back from Mountainview, Damien and Christian went to see Sparta at The Independent while I roamed the city myself. The fog had already rolled in and this was taken near the top of Alamo Square before I set off - multiple maps in tow - on my trek, which included an unsuccessful hunt for postage stamps to send a postcard back to Canada. Sparta was one of the bands spawned by the break-up of At the Drive -In and the other was The Mars Volta. Our roadtrip playlist included our collective favourite album of theirs, De-loused in the Comatorium. Other albums we spun: The Reminder (Feist), Metals (Feist), Ivory Tower (Chilly Gonzales), Turn on the Bright Lights (Interpol), Some Nights (Fun). I wanted so badly to make a mix disc for the road especially since I hadn’t made a mix since before I moved to Vancouver. Fun fact: I made my first mix disc in 2003 during my last year of high school.
I was introduced to Rineke Dijkstra during my undergrad by my three-time prof, Iain. It was lovely seeing her huge prints in person. The full-length ones of mothers cradling their newborns right after childbirth were so striking. As were the ones of bloodied matadors following the end of bullfights.
Colour correcting for dual light sources is très difficile.
It’s neat to return to my [digital] archive of San Francisco photos from 2006 and compare them to the kinds of photos I took a week ago (not counting my film exposures as they have yet to be processed).
The first time round* I took more street photography shots, was more liberal — or, random — with what I took pictures of, had close to no ‘social’ pictures (read: pictures of the people I was with), and often flip-flopped between colour and black-and-white. This time, I definitely feel like I showed more restraint in my snap-happiness. I was also using a different camera which would account for the lack of street photography and increase in images of people I spent time with. I also took multiple short videos of various things. Six years ago, I carried a small digital camera (on top of my main camera and something like three other film cameras) that shot video but without sound — an early version of a favourite make of a camera my family often used versions of up until not too long ago. It was nice having the option to shoot video but I continuously lament at not having a [light/non-aluminum] tripod to tote around.
Undoubtedly, I’ve grown a lot in my practice over the last number of years. I’m more calculated in the photographs I take but at the same time, would say that I occasionally can lapse into ‘sloppiness’ with the convenience and portability of a small, quick and dirty digital camera.
*I visited San Francisco for the first time as a child but with no recollection of it, I refer to my 2006 visit as my first real visit.

At the top is from August 2006, during the sunset at Twin Peaks(?). Below (from May) is of the Pacific Ocean along the Great Highway, our third last stop before leaving the city last Tuesday night (I’m truly in disbelief that was almost a week ago).
The BigLittle Dipper as seen at the Palace of Fine Arts (the happiest accident!)
*It took about four tries to get the exposure and framing right.

Sun in, sun out

Things are ramping up. This weekend I want to go to shops, watch a film, and edit photos. Ohhh there is such a backlog. I don’t know if those things would even possible. Not enough time not enough not enough. I want a break from work and thinking already. Can I do something mindless already? I had a headache that pounded into my cranium and then into one of my temples for days and days. Sleeping it off did not work. Then today I went to get more stuff to medicate with but the brainaches luckily didn’t come back. Second day of a hurty throat. I miss.
Been doing so much but today is a bit lighter day. It’s so nice having Justin around. We have visited a handful of places in the last four days and he’s met a handful+ of my friends, most of them through run-ins. Having also moved away for school last year — albeit only to another part of Ontario not far from home — it’s wonderful being able to catch up and learn more about him. We are five years apart.